aaaaagggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i hate being poor....... mothers day is comin up n i have nuthin to give ma mom....... i wanna get her sumthin big but i have no money.... does anyone have any ideas? i got ma *NEW*/old camera.... it should be comin in a couple of days.... =) das da only good part of ma day.... Tony's burfday is also comin up... n how da hell am i suppose to pay fo his gift?..... damn this sux... i wish i had a lot of money so i can buy ma mom n tony really nice gifts... it makes meeh so sad cuz i love ma mom n i wanna buy her sumthin to show her that.... u knoe? well anywayz..... yesterday was fun.... i went to church wit ma familia at St. Anthonys..... den after we went out to eat at Thai Purple.... it was ma mom n da kids.... Ma grandparents n Roberto *ma sistas ex* n Tony.... it was yummy n went better den i expected.... except brianna was complain bout d food cuz she didn't knoe wut it was..... but other den dat i LOVED IT.... den after meeh n tony... n brianna n Roberto all went to da park..... meeh n brianna juss watched while tony n Robert were playin ball... it was Fun..... damn ma baby is a lil NBA all start... awwwwwwww how cute..... he was lazy at first but damn he started kickin ass... =) anwayz..... today i actually woke up n went to class.... sorta... i went fo da last 30 min.s of it..... i sat in da floor cuz i didn't wanna find a seat... sne after i payed fo ma car... sen went to pick up da kids... after i came home n took a nap..... which felt sooooooooo good..... den after i went to work like at 5 -11:30.... boooooooo..... but den i saw tony after work so dat was another plus..... i guess i had an ok day... not so great not too bad....

hey wut's up...... so i'm really bored n i tawt to maself... hmmm.... wut can i do?... den i remember dat i have this thingy n dat i haven't really been on here fo a long as time.... so imma start writin on here again..... so let's c wut's really goin on wit meeh..... well skool sux... it like wutever rite now.... i juss took a test fo anthro n i got a D... damn dat shit was hard.... i went to da Zoo today fo sum extra credit wit Tony.... i had soooo much fun... we saw a lot of animals.. it was soooooo cute.... I LOVE ANIMALS.... we went fo anthro to go look at monkeys.... da monkeys were pretty coo..... there were these two dat we saw dat dey were sick gettin down wit eachother... den after a while it looked liked dey were huggin n stuff... den dey started fightin again.... it was sooo cute... but yea... den ma love got meeh ma cute lil white tiger.... awwwwwwwwwwwww she's sleepin..... (once i figure out how to post pix. i'll show u later) so yea... den after i went to work... we got two new box boys today.... jimmy n randy... dey both coo.... so work was aight... it seemed weird wit guys in there tho....lol... but yea den after work tony got meeh food n den i went home... n after i went home i wanted to go out... but den i became lazy n didn't have anythin else to do..... so...... I STAYED HOME.... ON A FREAKIN SATURDAY NITE..... who does dat?... it ws sooo borin...... but wutever i had da house all to maself.... lol... too bad there was no one to invite... but yea... hmmm.... tomorrow i hope i actually get to go out..... other den juss church n stuff..... but yea so fo rite now... i only have one thing to say.... WUT DA HELL IS UP WIT ALL DA DRAMA... omg!!!! damn i didn't have a good weekend last week n those who where der fo meeh knoe y..... but yea.... i mean dis week wasn't so bad.... n i'm not gonna let this drama das  happenin get to meeh... cuz it ain't even dat big.... but wut da heack... can peoplez plz relax n juss freakin keep da drama to themselves..... or at least not make it sooo BIG....u knoe who i'm talkin bout.... dun get meeh wrong i still love u ...... prolly more den ever... n i thank u fo all da drama..... it kinda makes life interestin..... but there's also a limit to it..... maybe think bout it ... n ask urself y da hell people were or talkin ahit... maybe put urself in their position n learnin frm dat.... yea i would be mad too n i dun blame u fo doin wut u did... but damn ... u knoe most of wut he said is true.....but anywayz.... enough of this.... i think i wrote tooo much... so yea.... can sumone please help meeh wit ma pix.... n da rest of this stuff?...

ok well since all ma girls r bitchin bout ma wish list here it is...............

Ma ChRiStMaS LiSt....... ( only fo ma secret santa)

1. any Tupac stuff...... (i would like all of his Cd's back) ..... i really liked his greatest hits Cd...

2. any cute clothes.... *~* u know wut i like *~*

3.any stuff fo ma car.... wutever u think looks nice....

4.  money.....

5. stuff fo ma room.............

............... i really dun want dat much..... i guess das it.... juss get meeh wutever........